This might have been a dream or maybe a wonderful moment in time. Either way, it makes for a great story.
Singing. I love to sing. And there I was singing my heart out to the ocean in below my feet perched on the edge of the concrete overlooking the canal that connects the ocean to its self.
Several People were around me, basking in the Florida sun. Letting the rays warm their skin and clear their worries away. And I was singing.
When I got to one of my favorite songs where my voice becomes more jazzy than sweet, I was really turning the volume up. Lost in my own blissful world of song vibrating all around me.
And for one of the first times I let go.
I let go of all the fear and self-judgment and truly relaxed into the pure pleasure of singing this song that speaks to my soul. I let go in front of several other People.
I had experienced this letting go before. Sitting in the church pew, behind several of my classmates, I truly Let Go on one of the songs I knew so well. I was singing loud, and strong and I felt wonderful. Then to my horror everyone, including my older brother who I looked up to, turned around to stare at me, mouths hung open, eyes peering at me in amazement.
I immediately stopped singing, sunk down in the pew and wanted to disappear. I heard a voice in my mind saying that I sounded awful and that was the reason why everyone had turned around in shock.
It never occurred to me in that moment to question the voice in my mind., the one that knew the truth without every considering to ask one of my peers or even my brother the reason he was surprised.
I believed this voice in my mind telling me I was an awful singer and from that point on I never Let Go unless I was in the shower, where even I couldn’t hear myself clearly through the noise of the water beating down.
One of the great turning points for me was when I learned to think in a new way, to start questioning the voice in mind and learn how to decipher my own Truth.
This next part you can decide was a dream or what we call reality. I give you the power of choice. Prepare yourself…. This is the moment I became known as the Woman who sang a dolphin to her.
I was on break during a training program where we learned to expand into our own divine nature and experience our true essence. I was high from this exploring, free of the use of any external substances such as drugs or sweets or winning the lottery.
I was high from feeling my True Self and thus doing one of my favorite activities –singing. This openness and allowed me to Let Go of my long held belief that if I sang loud – People would stare and judge me. When in truth, it was only the voice in my mind judging me. People actually enjoyed listening to me.
So there I was, standing on the concrete wall next to the water, singing one of my favorite songs and just really getting into how great I felt singing so passionately.
“The World has its ways of quieting us down,
The World has its ways of quieting us down comes the rain,
Down comes our spirit again,
But down comes the strength to lift us up again.” – Losing Keys, Jack Johnson
During my pleasure-filled singing, coming from the east a dolphin emerged directly below my feet. Several People popped out of their peaceful relaxation under the hot sun and began smiling and running up and down the wall with the dolphin, everyone laughing and saying how amazing this was.
Then many of the People there began telling me, “You did this! You sang a dolphin to you! You’re the Woman who sang a dolphin to her.”
To my chagrin, I would nod and keep looking at the dolphin swimming back and forth as close to us as he could get. Feeling elated and consumed with gratitude for this incredible, almost unbelievable experience. The dolphin swam three times in front of us and then disappeared into the depths of the blue green water.
This dream was my guidance to share my voice with the world. To realize my strong desire to assist all my relations on this Earth in moving towards happiness and harmony was possible through the gift of my voice.
Now to let go and keep going in the flow, sharing my passion with the world and allowing miracles to form right in front of me.